i could've loved you but instead i tried to
save you and you
didn't want to be saved you wanted to
fill the void she left
i still think of you in the quiet of 3 AM
when i could always count on you to be awake and
in hazy gray days when your arms were my home
i hope you can forgive me for trying
to make you stay but
for the first time after him
i felt like i could be happy again
i wish time had been on our side
if i had another chance
i wouldn't try to change you
Katelyn Writes Things
rupi kaur wannabe
Tuesday, November 22, 2016
Saturday, November 12, 2016
for future reference
don't fall in love with your version of him
because he won't just wake up and become that person
he'll hurt you and let you down before you realize
you were making plans with someone who doesn't even exist
because he won't just wake up and become that person
he'll hurt you and let you down before you realize
you were making plans with someone who doesn't even exist
Thursday, October 27, 2016
4 AM
do you think he remembers you begging
anything but that
anyone but her
if you don't want to hurt me
does he know what he's done
made you cry at 4 AM
because he's with her after all
your begging after all his promising
after "don't forget me"
anything but that
anyone but her
if you don't want to hurt me
does he know what he's done
made you cry at 4 AM
because he's with her after all
your begging after all his promising
after "don't forget me"
Tuesday, September 27, 2016
there's no escaping you
i thought i could escape you if
i crossed a literal ocean but
the heart does not consider distance the same way the body does
i crossed a literal ocean but
the heart does not consider distance the same way the body does
Sunday, September 4, 2016
our time has passed
i think i might've loved you if
you gave me the chance
now we'll never
know
only wonder what if
you had
you gave me the chance
now we'll never
know
only wonder what if
you had
Wednesday, May 11, 2016
masochist
i have let you
seduce
me
reduce
me
to a shell of a girl
love me harder
make me numb to
the pain
inflicted with every touch of your hand
there is nothing left of
me
but your handprints on my back and your lips on my neck
traces of encounters that have come to define me
to rob me of my sense of self
slowly melting into how you want me,
when you want me
this is not love but
masochism --
aching for your affection that
becomes my pain
seduce
me
reduce
me
to a shell of a girl
love me harder
make me numb to
the pain
inflicted with every touch of your hand
there is nothing left of
me
but your handprints on my back and your lips on my neck
traces of encounters that have come to define me
to rob me of my sense of self
slowly melting into how you want me,
when you want me
this is not love but
masochism --
aching for your affection that
becomes my pain
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